RIP my true love

I see you in her
And this let me act gentle
The way she talks
Makes me think about you
For I miss our days
Greedy let me divulge things
Not us but self that last long
Praises by the joy and
Sadden by the lonely
conquer the heart once again
For I have been all alone
Not a day, but for years
The taste of true love
Vanishes smoothly into dust
Let me help myself
For I wanted to be alone
Those lonely years realised me
That I can never be with you
Yet I do surely believe that
My soul will rest upon ya forever
RIP my true love